I hate a lot of things right now.
Like not being able to get a job, that finding enough money to actually eat is getting harder every day, that I need to move to have any chance of finding a job which means losing my cat Chase who is my everything right now and that I’ve hurt my ankle again.
But what’s torn down the last of my resistance was today.
That the girl I was falling for told me there can’t be anything between us.
And that I didn’t even get to say goodbye to her.
And that my grandfather passed away today.
RIP Grandpa. </3
I can’t do it anymore.
I’m just going to stay in bed and try to forget anything exists tonight.
Please make it all go away.